you are my biggest dream you are whom i earn for every now and den, you are the person which i love most and you are the one which brings colours in my life, you are the one which made me change and made me think differently about getting beat up. i want to treasure you so much, i want to pampered you so much with my love and smiles. but you just could let me in. as days goes by you werent at home, i keep updating this blog just to feel as if i am talking to an imaginary friend, do you know why i do this blog? who shall i look for when im in need of sharing my problems and my feelings, you dear one? no , im not up for it , cause you know why? you are busy with work and friends and stuff . so i shall not disturbed you, i respect your privacy, everything. but can u do the same to me? give in to your lately attitude that you gave me, cause i love you so much until my love i guess its just a feeling which you will not understand right?  there was a time when i look into my father's eyes , and he told me , deep down in my heart how bad or how stubborn i am , i will always still keep loving you , not just as a boyfriend but more than that. i wished, you just understand how i feel towards you.