yes , its hurting and i still care,love,need<3 cause i would like to be your sunshine that shines your day and make it shine when its your rainy days. take my hand i will be your guidance to happiness, trust me cause i will be honest that i wont let you down again, cause i've realized how much you have gone through with me, give me another chance to you how i feel towards you and how i need you the most. musics is the only one that helps me think, but ive got to change that, i need you to make me thinking, yes, u have given me a great lesson day by day. but can you be true to yourself that im yours and you are mine? and nobody else? problems in the way and we never solved it. took every single footstep to get closer to you but you are taking a step back when im trying to get close to you why are you running away? do you know how bad i need you now and then? its really painful and it hurting cause you know i still care. wish you all the best!~