im afraid of losing something which is mine, i miss that somebody which always calls me when his in need. i miss being his bestfriend. i miss everything about him. am i his or is he been taken away? am i being to emotionally moved or am i thinking too much, my head hurts every now and then. keep thinking if i was the one. can i be his once again? can i get his to love me once again? im just too afraid that one fine day his gone. and never come back.can he just be with me thru out my whole journey in this world cause i really want him to be my first and my last.