well boyfriend read whats behind the word 'FINE' and you will know what i am feeling every time , everyday. i wished you would understand how i really feel. i understand the things that you are going thru but do you understand what am i going thru right her , and in there?
-broken,useless,clueless, alone, confused, betrayed, fragile, on the verge of tears, depressed, anxious, about to break down,ready to give up, pathetic, annoying,etc.. i put the white flag up so that you  know i've surrendered , and im crushed. empty and i can fall any moment, but if i fall will u catch me and pull me up?will you ? defeated and im never good enough in your eyes. is that you are trying to tell me?every seconds, minutes and the hours and days that have been going around the clock, was a pain in the ass. i want things to be alright please boyfriend dont run away anymore.