i have not looked at his face for like almost 2days and a half now. and im wondering if he will be okay, or he will miss me? will he? or will he not? only god know.i miss his so much and i cant even hide it anymore. ive tried to let him know but i guess he thinks its just words which i give out from my mouth. well my feelings aint that good this days and ive been running down fever which keep going up and down non stop.. i feel like im a very useless gf which can't even hold on to my own bf and ive been stuck at home day and night waiting for the very day for him to comeback , well hopefully today then.hmmss. i hope he knows how i really feel. the misses that ive been going through for this pass few days are so huge that there are no words to explain.. well tomorrow will be the day that change my life everything and i hope that i can change for the better of it. i really do hope so.