cant do it without you

i seriously cant sleep when you are not here not a single news nor calls from you makes me so worried much. i cant imagine if you are not here with me for at least a week, a month or years ahead. i miss you so much until i can lead to this,well i know i mayb so irritating at times but i just wanna know where i stand in your heart. well , what do you do when you miss me? will you think of me every sec, min, hour, will you miss me like how i miss you every day , you dont know how suffering it is for me now to watch us turn sour in our relationship like this. people say dont miss the best things that have happen in your life and now i think ive missed it and someone else is going to take my place in there. and i dont wish to know cause i know its really painful. and i cant imagine how hard it is for me to live like this ,  but with patience and my will i will bring up my love for you once again and i really love if you give the chance once again. yet again, i just missed you so much , every morning , night i will always find you first rather then any body else, cause i know who is my boyfriend.i know i mayb your worst and your most ungrateful gf ever but im trying to be your best at the point where i can be , so please accept me back once again and let me love you until our very last breath.