when there was no you beside me i feel totally lost and i feel like i got no where to go, my mind is all filled with your name, face, touch and sounds. every movement that i've made was just being me,myself trying to seek for an answer where to find my place in you heart.i did everything to please you, and i will keep on trying until the very day where you can be smiling to me once again.without you i have a really bad sleep, bad nightmares, everything. no one else i can think of rather then you. well you told me yes you cared about me, and i do cared about you. but i just dont know how to express it by saying in words. im scared that if i were to say i would say the wrong things. and i can't afford that. 5months of our relationship is coming up and i really miss you. really i do. i wish and i hope that we will be longer and even stronger than this.keeping myself awake just to wake u up for work was my choice and i will keep doing it until my very last breath. who dont want a happy ending right? sure you do. i want it to , but the happy ending will always be with you. i never forced you to give me everything that i want. and i never ask for anything unless its you. all i wanted was you. now its 4:03am and im not yet sleeping, cause i just miss you so much, until my eyes can't keep it shut. somewhere i wished if only you are beside me i will do anything through my will to make this better.