what do i expect? nothing in return only you that i want, don't you understand that? updated this blog every now and then just to let you know how am i in and out.i never talk to you about myself yes, i admit it, i never tell you things, yes i admit it, even worst i let my feelings control me and be who i am, i drink everyday just to forget about the problems that i have every now and then. nobody knows, only part and parcel of it, are you pretty sure that you know me so well?  i don't quite see that, anger takes over and i don't know what to do, I've tried to stay calm as possible as i can be, so that i hope everything will be alright one fine day but it turns out , its even worst then ever. i really hope you end this game all by yourself cause i had enough and really it hurts.. i do understand how you feel but when are you going to stop your act in front of me, Mr? cried all day long just to see whats happening in front of me. its 5am and yet.. i just can't put it to words anymore, seriously im so useless to you now.